Entries before sleep.
August 29th, 2009

A sponge dress which rots, like a gif animation.

Thank you, work. Because I’ve been doing so much research on trends (for you), I dreamt of fat red lips, runway models, motion blur images, repetitively, never-ending; and even brought the dream to the bus this morning.

I need to break away from work. Can’t wait.

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December 23rd, 2008

Owl City – The Christmas Song

listen here

it’s christmas and we walk alone..

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September 4th, 2007

In Thailand, taxis are in hot pink and buses are in red

or green.

And traffic’s really bad in the day.

If you’re lucky, you’ll see an elephant by the side of the road.

went with some school mates. that’s


 in the first 2, from the left.

Bags of goodies.

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August 31st, 2007

every morning.

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August 30th, 2007

she’s like elliott smith.


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August 30th, 2007

with cj

These were taken a year an a half ago (shortly after graduation), if I didn’t remember wrongly, the venue was sembawang jetty and it was really, really hot. CJ and I were setting up the location before the rest of the crews arrived. During our breaks we both talked about our future and CJ mentioned about being a pilot. I can’t remember what I told her but it’s definitely not a graphic/web designer.

So after that day, we went home roasted and never met again.

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August 21st, 2007

this was my weekend, with friends and cats 1

Yvonne, whom I haven’t seen for years is finally back from milan.
In this picture she’s whispering to kiki.
I’m notsure what she’d said to him but kiki looks bored.

look at those eyes.

apatsra xoxo

jessica and keith.

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August 15th, 2007

find your own comfort

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August 13th, 2007

Attn: violentlycute



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August 11th, 2007

this song reminds me of this scene

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July 31st, 2007

this is a mixture of math and masked men

The couple held hands while waiting for the lift.
When the door opens, there were 5 men in japanese fox masks. One of them spoke after several seconds of silence.
“If you enter this lift, there’s a probability of 3:5 are killers and they will kill you.”
Annoyed and puzzled at the same time, the couple couldn’t be bothered. They entered the lift and suddenly 3 of those masked men stepped out. For an unknown reason, the couple quickly got out of the lift.

The door closed.

(Picture the couple standing in front of 3 masked men, each holding on to a blue plastic bag. )
” Among these three plastic bags, two of them are weapons. Please pick one.” 
The guy told the girl to step aside as he pointed at the middle bag. The fox men laughed and opened it. In it was a plastic knife; the one kids used to play. Immediately they threw it towards the girl. The girl caught it and threw it back at them. Now the men in fox masks were chasing  them. The couple ran around the entire building and eventually committed suicide by jumping out of windows near the lift.

I saw men crawling out from the floor mat, from the windows and walls.

Did I tell you what I was in this dream?

I was a security camera.

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July 16th, 2007

elliott smith

He waved hello, silent like a mime
There’s no changing my mind
I won’t walk the stairs with you tonight
Going nowhere
The clock moved a quarter of a turn
The time it took a cigarette to burn
She said, “You got a lot of things to learn”

Saw you move a certain way
Missed you a lot
Return to this abandoned place
Should have been forgot
Echoes drown the conversation out
Echoes that only seem to bring about
A silent expression
Things you may allow
Going nowhere

The steps made a pattern
I’d never seen
I felt like a kid of six or seventeen
I was off in some empty daydream
Going nowhere
It’s dead and gone, matter of fact
Maybe for the best
Said some things you can’t take back
Honestly I guess

The old records
Sitting on the floor
The ones I can’t
Put on anymore
He walked over to her like before
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

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June 15th, 2007

:) mighty fine already!

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June 7th, 2007

我一生沒做壞事 為何這樣?

All in 3 days:
3. Fungus in my camera.
2. Handphone stolen.
1. Breaking down in front of my family.

Just when I thought I could save more money this month, I lost my phone. I simply can’t understand wtf is wrong. I was so distracted in the bus last night. When it was time to alight, I dragged myself to the exit and stood there waiting for the door to be opened only to realise that I didn’t press the bell.
Every single day this week had a problem, including today. The zip on my skirt went crazy and I couldn’t find the safety pin in my bag. I felt like taking it off.
I’m too tired to even be frustrated yet alone hold on to my skirt as I walk.

Am I in a nightmare?

“… 我一生沒做壞事 為何這樣?”
That’s from Leslie Cheung’s suicide note. (exactly the same thought.)

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June 6th, 2007

ha ha ha

monday was only an hour.
tuesday was four.
wednesday is going to be 0.

back in school was easy to stay awake for 4 days. now i depend on drugs to keep me awake so i can compensate my personal time from work. am i saying it correctly?

when i looked into the mirror earlier this morning, i can’t believe it was me.
I used to apply eyeliner to look fiercer (yes i stole that word from lady vengence) and cool. Now, I used it reluctantly with concealer, colour corrector and lipshit to make sure I look presentable at work.

and what colour are your hands?
mine’s turning pale and slightly greenish.

my memory’s failing. I can’t remember my age on saturday and called my grandma at 3am last night thinking it was bin’s number.

i haven’t washed all the things in the basin and changed the light bulb in my room.
You see, I didn’t even slack. except spending ten minutes typing this and why am I always running out of time? To make things worst, I’m a crazy nervous blind fug when I’m left with a few hours to deadline. By the way, I meant now. 3 more hours to finish up my work.

where the hell is my right brain?

p.s/ I can’t get this song off my head. urgh.

the spinning top made a sound like a train across the valley
fading, oh so quiet but constant ’til it passed
over the ridge into the distances
written on your ticket to remind you where to stop
and when to get off

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June 5th, 2007


When i told her that everything along the corridor was gray and made me feel uneasy,
she said, “Next time just look at the red (bar) above when walking.”

I started doing that since then.

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June 5th, 2007

china town has changed and sago lane’s temple is insanely huge.

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June 5th, 2007

Saturday was made up of
1. tawadee
2. shrek 3 ( free tix from company!)
3. maxwell congee
4. maad at red dot
It was pretty interesting but I didn’t spend much time there. On the way to my office upstairs to collect my ipod, I told tawadee everything is gray along the corridor ( except the row of metal bar that’s above us, is red). We both agreed it’s quite depressing to walk past that corridor and she came up with something sweet. ” Next time just look at the red when walking.” I started doing that today.
5. wong kai wai and silly horror flicks marathon
Basically tawadee gave me a surprise by bringing vic’s collection of wong.kw’s movies. We watched a few of them and the last one was in the mood for love. She fell asleep and I was trying to stay awake till the 2nd last chapter. Then after the show ended, she was awaken by the sudden loud volume from the tv because that darn remote control wasn’t functioning. We didn’t know what else to watch hence we decided to take a break and played area 51. After 20 minutes or so, we got bored again and switched to channel 8 and stephen chow was on tv. Late night movies are always repeating. We made tom yam and garden salad for supper before we carried on with babel. Halfway through we gave up cos the visuals paused every few seconds. Our last movie was. the cello, a korean horror flick. No actually our last movie was acted by andy lau. i can’t remember the title, it’s the one the kid grew up very fast after eating some magic potion. 6. naughty bum bum
I’ve never encountered a cat like bum bum. She’s so playful and makes me afraid of her. Her favourite past time is hiding under the bed and without making any noises, she would jump onto your feet and run back to the hiding place. My heart is too weak for that.

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June 1st, 2007

you have to see this.

yes, click!
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May 15th, 2007

ping’s fuckingawesome place.

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May 14th, 2007

at apatsra’s new place

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May 9th, 2007

mushroom head

hello, wherever you are.

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May 6th, 2007

these beautiful gifts

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May 6th, 2007

kat kat- kiki’s housecat

Charlie’s the cat’s mom.

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April 17th, 2007




// 杨乃文-我离开我自己

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April 14th, 2007

dazzling street lights

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April 9th, 2007


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April 8th, 2007

i went out with frain and mel to


MAAD, Books Actually and Front Row on a wet saturday.

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April 7th, 2007

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April 3rd, 2007

i found a description to feeling happy suddenly – like having lemon in your mouth. 😀

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April 2nd, 2007

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March 28th, 2007

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March 25th, 2007

birthday and reunion

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March 25th, 2007

Charlie and her tarots

I was told to focus on career.

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March 24th, 2007


kiki loves to bang his head on my leg and respond to my meowings.

He’s also  a 3-legged cat with black marble eyes.

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March 21st, 2007


– days have been nice, other than waking up at 6 in the morning everyday, there’s nothing else to complain.
– yesterday I made too many mistakes at work and I’m afraid of losing my job.
violentlycute is at my place now, resting on my leg watching the tv.
– livejournal is a good place to meet people.
– I’ll get a scanner next month.

4 more hours to go. I wish days have more hours.

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March 17th, 2007

Val, is that you?

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March 8th, 2007

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March 1st, 2007

a baby is a green pea


I did it again.

Another dumb dream.
My aunt recently gave birth to baby boy. His name’s Angus and his dad is a scottish. So anyway I’m really excited to see him this weekend and perhaps due to that I dreamt of him visiting me.

My aunt came with a ridiculously big basket and stood outside our house. My mom opened the door for her and she handed the basket to me. I saw little Angus in it and quickly carried him out. Mom and aunt were busy chatting at the living room and when I looked at my aunt’s face, I thought she looked like a clown. Her lips were sausage thick and red. She was happy, too happy in fact. Then suddenly my sister shouted she couldn’t find Angus. My aunt told us not to worry, we would definitely find him. I couldn’t understand her and kept placing my head on the floor, hoping to see a pea. A PEA!!! At the moment of time, in my head, that baby was a green pea, so tiny and it’s almost impossible to find it in the entire house. Several hours past, all of us (even my other cousins came) were still looking for him. My aunt, now looked worried, started to look for him as well. Then she kept telling me “Don’t worry, a baby’s so big, we can definitely see it.” Right after she said those, I felt stupid. I thought “That’s right, a baby is not a pea, we can see it.” Immediately I see that baby lying at the place where I left the basket at.

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February 2nd, 2007

beautiful things are quiet.

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January 16th, 2007

A little late but still I’m going to say, happy new year. I hope everyone’s good.

feels so good,  you know?

I finally got my ass off to learn driving. I would say it’s kinda fun so far and I wish there weren’t so many vehicles on the road so I could drive at fucking 100 km/h. And yesterday I actually saw Ronald driving across on the opposite lane. It’s a nice surprise.

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December 25th, 2006

Merry superb christmas!

Little Kayi makes good cupcakes.

Alcoholic mel.

The parties were awesome.

Dinner at [info]jiggleflea‘s place was filled with so much love. Home-made food, cute people and cupcakes and cupcakes and cupcakes. Also, I finally get to meet Kayi and Mel- after seeing their names appearing in my chat boxes from


. It was really fun (chatting at the balcony and touring her room), tawadee and I would have stayed there longer if we don’t have another party to attend.

The next location was Deanna and Marie’s place. It was a belated birthday and Christmas party for Deanna. I haven’t seen those guys for a year, the last time was at her birthday party as well, held at some hotel if you can remember me mentioning. I was looking forward to see December actually but she was busy with some stuff so anyway, the best part of the part was the gifts opening session when all of of us received something. Among those gifts, there were really kinky ones like red and furry g-strings, pvc lingerie, lighters and such. It was around 5am and (I was playing fatal frame 2) suddenly someone came to me and said everyone’s going to Ralph’s place to swim. I was quite reluctant initially but since everyone’s going I just tagged along and thank god Deanna had extra clothes for all of us.The pool, wine, maggie mee and puppies were enough to make a last minute party successful. I can’t wait to go there again on new year’s eve!

I hope you guys had fun too!

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December 22nd, 2006

i like being disgusting sometimes.

I love jobs. I love it more when I get to see things I’ve never seen/imagine before in my life. Yesterday the production was at Holland Green. The moment I stepped into the house, my eyes were attracted to that gigantic harp instrument. A freaking real one with a stand filled with scores and it’s taller than me! I didn’t know they’re that big! Also, the house is 5-8 times bigger than mine and I heard the owner, a bachelor, is living alone with his dogs. I can’t stop wondering what kind of person he is because a house like that should have more people living in it otherwise it’ll be depressing not forgetting the number of hours needed to clean up each week.  But still, it would be great to be able to live a big house with a big harp and a big big bed occasionally with people you love.

P.S:  Chloe and Amanda, thank  you so much for the lovely, nice-smelling cards. I’m mailing my batch of stuff out later, please look forward!


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December 19th, 2006

am i the only one who’s experiencing some serious lag in gmail?

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December 15th, 2006

conversation with sis in the kitchen

mic: i have no idea why my tits are popping out now
miu: cos they’re happy

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December 14th, 2006

let me make you look like her :

Yesterday was the movie gala of Zhang Yimou’s new film- Curse of the Golden Flower. It was held in vivocity and local celebrities were everywhere. The best part was being able to catch a glimpse of Chow Yun Fat in that king of gamblers’ hairstyle. Also, he’s really tall, like 1.9m? I didn’t take any pictures because I was busy trying to transform this really troublesome woman into an empress; the role gong li’s acting.
So overall
– it wasn’t that bad, although there were some misunderstandings with the managment. 
– it’s probably the last job opportunity with tawadee in singapore.
– vivocity’s fucking big and crowded – i have no idea why would anyone go there on a tuesday.
– spotted jon from idols and caught up a little since hype up concert (xiaoru :/ )
– I saw gloom aka don. I think he was late for a show hence didn’t manage to say hi.

I’m addicted to weffriddles and it made me really frustrated when I can’t get the answers and I’ve been dreaming of missie (my little sis) for the past few days. Last night was terrible. We were back to our primary school and she told me she was going to the toilet. After several minutes she’s still not back so I went to look for her desperately. I was feeling really uncomfortable in this dream. I had to walk past the creepy science store to get to the toilet. When I was there no one was around so I walked out and suddenly this crazy bitch with white hair stood right behind me and mumbled something like “crazy”. Then I ran out and got into this white room, I saw people crowding around a body and to horror, it was my sister. She was skinned and had her eyes sewn. Her body was blue and a policeman shouted, “She’s still alive!”  I saw myself in the dream being totally helpless and frantic as I wasn’t able to touch her except calling her name repeatedly. The dream sort of ended with a close up of her face that looked like an alien. I woke up recalling whatever I can remember and told her about it. She was freaked out and said it was disgusting.
I’m often amazed by my dreams but sometimes I need good sleep.

It looks like it’s going to rain heavily tonight.

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December 11th, 2006


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December 8th, 2006

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November 30th, 2006


What’s the immaterial substance that envelopes two-
one perceives as hunger and the other as food.

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November 25th, 2006

i want hair like that

made a few badges for stereohype and realised I missed out something from the criteria. my eyes, my eyes- what were you reading!

Fly-by-night competition started at 8pm. I’m really, really excited and scared. Tonight everyone’s on the rack for a good script and tomorrow it’ll be crazy editing time. Bless us, dear God.

ok, back to work. Good weekend everyone! <3

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